Posted at 03:29 PM
I have longed to write a letter to You my Lord on how I long to have You here with me always. Each time, I do something wrong, I feel as if I'm the worst girl on the planet. On the 14th, I will be going to a place that I am not familiar with. To a place, where I could start anew. To the place that will serve as my 2nd home. Looking back, I could never have fathomed that I will go this far. Thank you Lord, for every single blessing you have showered me. For letting me acknowledge Your presence for making me realize that you are Alpha and Omega. the Beginning and the End. My Savior and friend. Your mercy has truly found me and picked me up,upon the broken road and lifted me beyond my failing. Lord, I know that for the past few weeks, I have sinned so much. Even just a few hours, minutes and seconds ago. Sometimes. I reckon to remember that I am already sinning. against YOU my Father. I don't know if my decision of leaving the spiritual community, is correct, right or something. Lord, I still want to join a spiritual organization or community wherein I can still keep my spiritual guidance or maybe just send me a spiritual partner, someone I can share my innermost thoughts with, talk about everything and can give me spiritual guidance. I am so sorry and I am willing to start anew. Please guide me on my soon-to-be adventure on the university's wilderness. I know Lord, that I shall not love the World because I do not belong to it. Remind me of your teachings. Make me realize all my faults, help me to guard my heart from evil. Keep me holy and pure my Lord. I know that in this journey of mine, I may stumble and fall a lot of times. But just knowing that you are always there to pick me up, makes it a whole lot of better. Lord, I pray for the people I will be leaving behind, my parents, my brother, my bestbrobud, my girl buds, all the people I love and the people who loves me. I pray for my mentors both online and offline that they may be of service to more people. I pray for those who despise me, intentionally hurts me and hates my guts, may they find light in You my Lord. I also pray for those who hunger and thirst for what is right, for the laborers, the OFWs, all the people who are depressed, struggling, in distress, mourning, confused, tempted, those in prison, those who are sick, those who are dying, those who are dead. The youth. The government. The World. Father I claim that tomorrow,as I wake up, everything will be brand new and the old is put behind. I ask you to help be more disciplined when it comes to worshipping you, reading the bible and praying. Also I ask for your guidance in my grades for the academic year to come, because of You I fear no more my Lord. I claim prosperity and happiness for the days and months (for the new Academic Year) my Father. All these I ask in Jesus' Name. Amen.
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