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December 17, 2004
Please read. Sorry if I have to do this. Posted at 11:06 AM To all the people who has linked this blog and to all who have added me to their friends' list. This message is to say that I'd rather not make this blog: ~antipatika, publicized. So I request that you please take me off your friends' list because this blog will serve as my prayer blog. If you want to link me or add me, please add http://www.tabulas.com/~underparanoia instead. Thank You and God Bless! |

Prayer #020 Posted at 03:29 PM I have longed to write a letter to You my Lord on how I long to have You here with me always. Each time, I do something wrong, I feel as if I'm the worst girl on the planet. On the 14th, I will be going to a place that I am not familiar with. To a place, where I could start anew. To the place that will serve as my 2nd home. Looking back, I could never have fathomed that I will go this far. Thank you Lord, for every single blessing you have showered me. For letting me acknowledge Your presence for making me realize that you are Alpha and Omega. the Beginning and the End. My Savior and friend. Your mercy has truly found me and picked me up,upon the broken road and lifted me beyond my failing. Lord, I know that for the past few weeks, I have sinned so much. Even just a few hours, minutes and seconds ago. Sometimes. I reckon to remember that I am already sinning. against YOU my Father. I don't know if my decision of leaving the spiritual community, is correct, right or something. Lord, I still want to join a spiritual organization or community wherein I can still keep my spiritual guidance or maybe just send me a spiritual partner, someone I can share my innermost thoughts with, talk about everything and can give me spiritual guidance. I am so sorry and I am willing to start anew. Please guide me on my soon-to-be adventure on the university's wilderness. I know Lord, that I shall not love the World because I do not belong to it. Remind me of your teachings. Make me realize all my faults, help me to guard my heart from evil. Keep me holy and pure my Lord. I know that in this journey of mine, I may stumble and fall a lot of times. But just knowing that you are always there to pick me up, makes it a whole lot of better. Lord, I pray for the people I will be leaving behind, my parents, my brother, my bestbrobud, my girl buds, all the people I love and the people who loves me. I pray for my mentors both online and offline that they may be of service to more people. I pray for those who despise me, intentionally hurts me and hates my guts, may they find light in You my Lord. I also pray for those who hunger and thirst for what is right, for the laborers, the OFWs, all the people who are depressed, struggling, in distress, mourning, confused, tempted, those in prison, those who are sick, those who are dying, those who are dead. The youth. The government. The World. Father I claim that tomorrow,as I wake up, everything will be brand new and the old is put behind. I ask you to help be more disciplined when it comes to worshipping you, reading the bible and praying. Also I ask for your guidance in my grades for the academic year to come, because of You I fear no more my Lord. I claim prosperity and happiness for the days and months (for the new Academic Year) my Father. All these I ask in Jesus' Name. Amen. |

Prayer #019 Posted at 01:33 AM Dear God and Jesus, I love You Lord, I believe that Your
kingdom is what I should aim for. And nothing else. I believe that You
are greater than every sin combined, You are greater than any trial,
You are greater than man. And it is only through You that I could find
my refuge and strength. Thank You for all the blessings You have given
me. Thank You for my family, who were always there to support me and to
guide me and to love me. Thank You for my friends, every single one of
them is a treasure. Thank You for the high grades I got in the card,
and thank You for sending me into a good school for college and
providing me with all my needs.I thank you for every little thing,
every single thing You have given me. Help me become a pious woman. A
true servant of You. Thank You for giving my parents enough strength to
go on with their work, I love them both so much. I pray especially for
my dad, who is experiencing difficulty in Korea right now. I love him
so much, please send my hugs and kisses to him and protect him from
harm and temptation, please Lord, please. I also pray for all
those who are hungry, those who are thirsty, those who are depressed,
those who are sick, those who are harmed, those who despise me, those
who love me, those people I love, those who are asking for prayer
requests in the LJ communities, my mentors in life both online and
offline, the Elim Community , every Christian community and charities
and missions in the world. I pray for the priests, the nuns and the
government officials. I also pray for my brother and all my relatives.
I pray for those in prison. I pray for those Christian singers, keep
them rocking Lord!I know You are inside me, You gave me peace,
contentment, joy, happiness, hunger, love, and discernment over things.
I want to be forever in Love with You Lord. You are my only one. I
attract God's blessings, and I am thankful that Your hand is healing my
sprained foot. Thank You Lord, thank You very much. Help me do Your
good works and help me spread the Word. Help me to become a living
example of Your Love of Your mercy and You greatness. This I ask in
Jesus' Name. Amen. Where the Love lasts forever- Hillsong |

Prayer #017 Posted at 11:39 PM I Love You Lord God in You alone I find my strength and refuge. Without You I am absolutely nothing. Nothing at all. Lord, sometimes I wonder if I have done enough in being a walking advertisement of Your Love. I feel as if, I am still sinful.I really want to change Lord, so guide me to the right path. Father, You know what is in my heart and what I desire. I also want to attend the GenRev Night soon to be held on friday. Please make a way so I could attend. I really REALLY want to go. Thank You for the wonderful morning. Yet another start to share Your Love with other people, be a catalyst for human development and spirituality,. Thank You for the life You gave me and my family. Thank You for the eyes who sees nothing but purity, heart that is gentle, body that is willing to brave through all the stress, mind which thinks of the things only to glorify You. Thank You for the internet connection.My passed status in the University of Sto. Tomas. My mentors in life both online and offline. The sacraments. My internet connection. My wonderful and loving family and friends. Thank You because I am about to take the one last step before graduation. And that is...the Final Examination. My FINAL examination in highschool. Gpd Bless my family, friends, those who love me and those who I love. I pray for those who are afflicted, abused, depressed everyone who suffer. I pray for those who hunger & thirst for Your Love. I also pray for my mentors both online and offline, the Elim Community, those who have been affected by tragedies, those who mourn, those who hate me and despise me. Lord I know You are inside me, you give me wisdome, industriousness, and hope, you gave me unconditional love, purity of mind and soul. You gave me trials and challenges that makes me a better person. Lord, I attract God's blessings and You will be able to make a way for me so I can attend the GenRev night this coming Friday night. I want to serve You God. I really really do. And I will be of a better servant to You if ever I get to attend the GenRev night. It will be my first time to attend if ever, and I really REALLY want to go. Thank You for making a way my Lord. I am open to whatever You will for me. God Let me do Your works every single day of my life and as I serve the Elim Global Community. This I ask in Jesus' Name. Amen. God of All Creation - United |

I LOVE YOU LORD! Posted at 02:34 PM Thank You for granting me access to a new life. Thank You for letting me walk through the door and come out as a renewed person who strived for righteousness in everything she does. Thank You for sending me Jesus Christ Your Son and my Brother to give us salvation. Thank You for every little thing You have done and blessed me with. I am so glad that I am with You now and will never leave me. I also ask guidance for my loved ones and for everyone. I am so sorry if I expressed any discontentment before. I am sorry for anything I have done that is displeasing to You. Tomorrow, I'll wake up to Your glory defined and I'll be a new person. A person to face the new day ahead. I praise and thank You for this day my Father. I am so grateful to You, especially for granting my prayers. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! Amen. |
